my COLOURFUL life

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I'm unhappy. I'm unhappy. Because of you. You're the reason why I wake up in the morning. The reason why I insist to live such a life. You told me. Something. I remember very well. Missed you and you know. Hate it when you forget. It's okay. Wait till after EOYs. Maybe it's stress. I don't know.

魔羯座 年轻的魔羯座都是很单纯的，我想他们也不会知道自己将从天使变成恶魔，魔羯座的人天生善良，感情也都很脆弱，也许会因为一些很小的事情难过很长时间，所以他们通常在表面表现的酷酷的与事隔离的样子，其实他们只是不希望让别人看到他脆弱的一面，坚强，理智，承受是魔羯的代名词，他们并不是很随便的表达自己所想，他们希望了解身边所有人的性格，并不是因为好奇，好象只是因为一种安全感，为了保护自己魔羯生出了一种特殊能力。 　　　　 　　魔羯相对任何星座来比能在最段时间看出一个人的性格无论他们在如何隐藏，这点很像天蝎但是他们却看不出对方的心，他们很容易就会了解到他们身边每一个人的优缺点，但是他们通常不会说出来，也不会太介意，所有的魔羯都很包容对方请记得， 如果有一只魔羯指出你的缺点那一定是友善的 ，虽然他们会用一种讽刺的口气来指出。 　　　　 　　所有魔羯都拥有２个性格，只是大部分魔羯都不愿意去接受，因为他们希望自己永远的傻傻的活下去，魔羯的坏可以媲美过所有星座，也许他们不相信，但是随着时间的积累魔羯的人在慢慢变坏，其实这也是一种自我保护，他们需要知道了解自己最后的一张王牌，做不做就看对方是否达到让魔羯抱负的地步了，这并不是在表扬，似乎用阴险可以形容，当魔羯讨厌一个人的时候那就是一种绝对， 魔羯不会随便讨厌一个人，但是如果哪个人做的太过分，这个人会从魔羯心底彻底抹杀 ，如果这个人激怒了魔羯，呵呵那么这个人就只能等着灾难的降临。 　　　　 　　魔羯是个比较城府的人，他们不会表面去得罪了，但是他们会计划着让这个人知道他所做的事情将会给自己带来多大的回报，魔羯的报复手段极其残忍，他会加倍的还给你，（如果你有一天遭受到摸名的灾难那么你去想想你在什么时候得罪了魔羯）魔羯并不会随便的去加害一个人，因为魔羯也讨厌自己的坏， 他们是天才的杀手，一切的一切从很早以前就做好计划 ，而且这些计划在没有事件出现前他们就在考虑如何完美并无破绽的进行报复计划，也许这些和他的悲观有些联系，魔羯的人很了解世界，但他们固执的相信美好尽管自己知道那是不可能的，大部分魔羯都讨厌坏坏的自己，当然想抛弃自己是不可能的。 　　　　 　　朋友（最喜欢装傻的星座） 　　魔羯的人都很 没有安全感 ，他们喜欢在任何人面前装傻，这可不是一般的装傻能力，魔羯人聪明就在于这点，他们认为只有傻子在会不牵扯到任何...

Pre-EOY blues. CRAPZ. I'm so damn concern abt them but i have no idea how to help them. Maybe tmr?Maybe after EOYS? Will it be too late? Wait. Do I even have time to think abt them? SHUCKS. My life is in a freaking mess too. How to help myself? IDK. I really don't know. OKAY. What are my prioties in life? OKay. Academics. School. What's going on? Bloody Hell NYAA. I hate my handwriting. I want to rewrite every fking sentence. Why the hell do you come back to me? Bloody Hell Life. SUCKS. I have no fking idea where the shit are my bio assignments. DAMN going to waste time doing in class tmr. Why am i so frustrated??? I've been failing Chinese and LA assignments. Doing badly for CHEM revision quizzes. HE gave me bloody 2 for everything for prog report. ARGH. I HATE BIO. I HATE MATH. FKING NEVE PASSED ANYTHING BEFORE. I HATE PHYSICS. I TELL YOU NOW I HATE YOU. I HATE CHINESE. I HATE IH. BLOODY HELL NEVER PASSED A SINGLE SHT THIS YEAR. I HATE LA. I CANT DO ANYTHING. I CANT A...

Importance of Colour and Fonts and Images. I realized why I haven't been doing well for my Math SIA. Everything is either in black and white, or, black and white. No other colours. No special fonts - boring and beautiful Calbri. No images, cartoons, funny stuff. THATS WHY I FAILED. Being a colourful person I am, I have just only received a "photo-taking-able" phone - camera and I DO NOT HAVE a colour printer. Sad. A few days ago, my COLOURFUL blogskin gave up on me. Haiz. Looks like I have to change a blogskin soon... Maybe now? IDK. OH guess what, I was browsing Microsoft's website, I came across this WorldWide Telescope ( WWT ) application. (REALIZED THIS IS THE ACRONYM FOR MY NAME ? :) The reason why this is so awesome because it 's NAMED AFTER ME!!! (lol no I'm kidding). I was first attracted to the picture of a galaxy seen using a WWT. Anyway, what this application does is that it " enables your computer to function as a virtual telescope, bringing ...

Experiment with yellow wig :)

Thank you JingYi, XuYue, WangQing, SunYang, KaiYun, Victoria for letting me join ur group for IH presentation :) teachers' day was cool :)

你要相信。 相信我爱你(: 在这个世界上，有许多事情是我们难以预料的。我们不能控制机遇，却可以 掌握自己 ；我们不能预知未来，却可以 把握现在 ；我们不知道自己的生命到底有多长，却刻意 安排现在的生活 ；我们左右不了变化无常的天气，却可以 调整自己的心情 。 想哭但是哭不出来，想忘却忘不掉，想说但是说不出。

Some interesting News from TODAY 28/08/10 YOU'LL PAY AN ARM AND LEG FOR DINNER HERE ------------------------------ ----------- BERLIN - Would you be prepared to sacrifice, stomach fat or ears for the sake of high-class cuisine? A soon-to-open Berlin restaurant is touting for diners willing to do just that: Donate body parts that it says it will turn into gourmet meals according to the age-old cooking habits of an Amazonian tribe infamous for its cannibalism. The promotion has been declared grossly distasteful by a growing number of protesters, who say it is in particularly bad taste following the case of a real cannibal in Germany. In a prominent advertising campaign on the Internet, in German newspapers and television, the restaurant, Flime, is appealing for willing donors and diners to become members of what could be a new dining movement. "Members declare themselves willing to donate any part of their body," the advertisement reads, adding that any resulting hospital c...

I love you (:

Before 18 August, I didn't know that Nokia phones can die. Hahaha. Got a new phone on that day. Thanks daddy mommy :D New phone: Samsung slide phone. very light and umm looks very very vulnerable(maybe because of the fact that it is new). I love it :) I am kind of starting to hate my new keyboard. It has this very irritating "new web page" button. If you press it, a new web page will pop up. If you already have a web page opened, it automatically sends a message to confirm whether you're closing this current page. The worst thing is (the only reason why i hate it), is because it is right above my "backspace" button!!! Whenever i get my trigo and distance and all the other factors wrong, which unfortunately, happens very often, probability of 3/4 times, causes me to press the stupid "new web page" button and therefore, wasting my precious time... Heh. i just had my lappie fixed (reformat) yay. and guess what, it caused me $40. It was $50 initially.....

I recently walked out of a heartbreak. I took the "long cut", hurting both parties badly with my foolish actions and words. And so I came up with "how to treat heartbreaks with the most positive & unhurtful ways" Heartbreaks. (damn, hearts can really break) Why are girls mainly the ones that hurt damn badly after a heartbreak? Answer: Some guys are selfish unfeeling cold-blooded creatures. I catagorise them under: Jerks. Such stupid idiots should't exist at all. (all sources gathered from real life experiences & TV drama etc) Why do some girls still go back to those unfeeling jerks after being dump/ignored/treated like shit? Because they are silly. Girls are silly. (guys remember that). If a girl loves you, she may/prolly will continue loving you for a couple more years. Lucky ones take a few days, some up to 20 30 40 years or even until they die. No joke. Lesson: DON'T FREAKING PLAY WITH OUR HEARTS YOU JERKS. "WHY THE F DOESN'T HE WANT TO ...

05 August 2010 Met MW and Lio WW. Didn't do much haha. Had a not very nice impression initially LOL. haha. Towards to end okay lah. Lio WW a bit boring in real life xD no lah, don't take offence, maybe we all shy lah hahah. 06 August 2010 Had cross country, came in top 50, suspect 15-20. Hahhaa, last cross country as NYGH girl :D No regrets manz(: Oh i fell at the "water fountain" where people wash their faces/shoes/hands. Blame it on my shoes): so slippery. I slipped and landed on my butttttttttttt and abrasions on my hands. PAIN. and DIRTY. Took some random bus to Clementi MRT with Christie(: Seriously I swear that the conversation we had was the longest ever we had. I learnt a lot about her life too. Her life seems perfectly fine to me... Loving parents, smart brother and sister. Plus Christie's so pretty!!!! :) Perfect height also leh! (: We parted at Clementi MRT. I went home to change. Christie went JP to meet her mom for lunch. We met again at JP at 1330. R...

PHYSICS SPA points to take note: Aim: investigate how IV affects DV. List of Variables: IV: 1 DV:1 Constant: 3 List of Apparatus: EG: sames wires(meaning wires of same resistivity) of known diameters of... Diagram: remember to label Procedure: 1. set up the apparatus as shown in the diagram above 2. Do something 3. secure all electrical connections then turn on the switch to obtain the (what) reading (eg, I1) 4. turn off the switch and (do something) to get I2. 5. calculate the average (somehting)(eg, current, Iav, from I1 and I2) 6. tabulate values of (eg, d, I1,I2, Iav) 7. Repeat steps ___ for other values of (eg, d=...) 8. plot a graph of IV average (eg, Iav) against DV (eg, d) 9. use your results to draw a conclusion. yay (: went KAP with rob, bin and sale (: studied integration most of the time. sorry rob i kept disturbing u thanks for your help! really(: sale came at 4plus then we went island creamery. rob had reverse-o, i had very berry. very nice ahahaha (: studied integration ...

郭靜Claire-我不想忘記你 MV

you know right that day... umm you didn't acknowledge my presence umm. there are some explanations for it but i'm not interested in that. not that i'm not interested in what you think abt me/us but yeah, essentially what i care about is whether you've become a better person etc. okay sounds a bit vague but umm k i shall continue. i felt so damn upset that day you know. it's like sheeze crapz like i was so happy and like eh can you like at least you know say hi or something. okay not like i want like attention from you or what but i missed you so much. okay this is damn weird. i know i cant blame you for how i'm feeling. i tried to catagorise this feeling but it doesnt belong anywhere. it's like you don't belong to the earth. you like an alien or whatever that has damn strong attraction. attraction even stronger than the blackholes. you know right surprisingly i felt sad not because i missed those times you know. it's like idk an evolved kind of sadne...

JJ 林俊杰 由你选择 MV

请不要 请不要因为功课太多而生气 老师们都希望我们的将来能出人头地！ 请不要因为父母唠叨而觉得烦 当他们离开了你想听也听不到了 ）： 请不要因为小事而与朋友翻脸 真正的朋友呢是不会不原谅你的，但是若每天见面就吵架，日子久了，我想这份友情也坚持不了多久。。。 请不要因为没人陪你度过漫长的夜里而难过 不是每个人都那么幸运，在人生的每个阶段都有人陪着。。。再说，我们都需要独自一人思考、反省的空间 :P 请不要因为考试成绩不理想而灰心 我的个人经历告诉我灰心对身心没有帮助，还会影响别人的情绪。要坚持！ 请不要因为挫折而放弃自己的生命 有人告诉我自杀的人（除非被烧成骨灰），在棺材里都必须带着手铐。原因是因为他违法了我国的法律。你想在你死后戴手铐吗？若不想就不要那么做！ 切记！不能自残！不能自杀！ ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ OKAY LET'S TALK ABOUT TODAY'S HCL PAPER ONE. I AM UTTERLY DISAPPOINTED AT MY PERFORMANCE TODAY. HEH. I SWEAR I WILL DO AWESOMEZZ FOR PAPER TWO. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I received a call from Mediacorp last night, telling abt the audition day and time etc. Kinda had a freak out feeling maybe I'm nervous or something. I didn't know that they would call up people who're going for audition one by one. SCARY. OKay, Han QQ was really encouraging these few days... Thanks dude, 可惜做不到就是做不到...

懒人多做怪 盘坐在窗边，PC 在我的腿上。 已经凌晨2点半了。。。为什么我还没睡呢？ 让我送我自己一个字 -- 懒 。 懒 。 懒 。 懒 。 懒 。 懒 。 懒 。 懒 。 懒 。 懒 。 懒 。 懒 。 懒 。 对！就是因为我懒惰，所以才会因为“某种原因”而不得不提起精神埋头做“某种事情”。 （叹）其实别人也好不到哪里去。。。今天是世界杯的半决赛。他们一点睡意也没有，超有精神。。。观看足球。啊！其实足球也没什么好看的。。。一些无聊的人就凭“四年一度”的理由不睡觉。。。 苯死了！ 明天还要上学读书，神经病不睡觉??? 该死的学校，不给我们放一天假。 四年一度嘞！ 哇！我有病呢，刚刚说这是个超烂借口，现在拿来批评学校。。。 算了，不可以在扯下去了，还有一大堆功课还没完成呢！ 啊哟！我要疯了啦！ 呵呵，不如给自己放个假？屁啦。 ************************************************************* 懒人多做怪 （ignore me please) “泡沫文学”　这词儿好可爱！ 不说了，赶工赶工！ 再会！ （P/S Trigo, 加油 for your 华语口试 tmr!：）