my COLOURFUL life

i feel nothing but disappointment and a lot of numbness. i did not revise any work. i did not do any hmk. i did not do anything constructive. and they left me like that alone. i called them. no one answered. i felt so damn lost. can't she just say there's a practical and we're going to the lab? why did she say there's no practical? lols. my throat is xxx now. there is rehearsal tmr. syf is less than three weeks away. in 19 days i mean. we broke up. i wasn't the only one. he is just a friend. a kinda close one. lols, there is no difference actually, friends or not, hold hands or not. we still spend time together. still breathing. still friends. i have my physics practical ws infront of me. i suddenly remembered there is a HCL test tmr. i mean block test, 20% of the whole year. fail it and wait to die. dammit. i feel damn emo. i miss my mom. but every time we meet, she scolds. i don't get it. i never can. i quarrelled with dad everyday too. i mean, i'm used to...

-flag day- collected very little money spent alot of money acted retarded at suntec took lots of sweaty photos at many places with yq :D had subway for breakfast (only meal for the whole day ._.) met Dorothy and Elieen(duno how to spell) and find that they are nice and quiet people met Ming Wei for shopping(didn't spend a single cent .__.) found my true love - David Archuleta i absolutely lovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelove his voice :D i haven't completed any of my hmk yet, hopefully i am able to -.- i take back what i said in the last last post. sorry.

My March Holiday Schedule: Monday - Complete IH Essay and Chinese composition Tuesday - Hand in Chinese composition & complete Biology SIA Wednesday - CIP at Outram Park MRT & tuition Thursday - CCA Friday - CCA Saturday - BSP Symposium at RVHS & complete tuition homework Sunday - Complete Physics Assignment 3.1 & 3.2 & 3.3 This is what I mean by "life is unfair". There are many other things I wanted to do. Maybe go for a shopping spree with Ming Wei? Maybe go for jogs in the evenings? Maybe play basketball? Maybe go catch a movie with Kai Ling & Kiona & Zi Qi & Lee Xin & Suzanna & Claire? Maybe go to school and help out with the making of the props with juniors? Maybe go aunt's place and stay over? Maybe go Bras Basar get some old assessment books? Maybe go for an outing with my family? Maybe tidy up my room? Maybe practice Chinese Calligraphy so that I can show off to Shiao Kee? Maybe go shop for Yue Qi & Chelsea & Yee Hui...

i am at the computer lab now, with keekee. there's s'posed to be a chinese lesson and we are s'posed to be in class writing our compo. there is only one aim to our traunt playing. we wanna researchg for our compo. yay. this is such a lame post. anyway, i was asking keekee what she normally blog about. then she say: i don't blog. so i decided to spend a few seconds blogging before embarking on the research journey =.= i dislike those people who lie. i saw a donkey mic on the bus to school today. this encounter made me think about some things that happened not too long ago. well, from the physical appearance, there was nothing wrong with this donkey. it looked healthy and certainly happy. then i thought to myself. why can't this donkey can be so care-free but i can't? cough. how can i compare myself to a ... donkey?! both just wanted to play around. if time were to reverse, i will not choose to be with such a donkey. this stupid donkey made me regret what i did. w...

Thank you OBS, for letting me bring home one of the best treasures of Pulau Ubin! {mosquito bites] and {sandfly bites] hahahhaa! too bad Ididn't get tanned, all thanks to the very useful 35SPF sunblock spray D: