my COLOURFUL life

cool manz, HQ and YL had their interviews :D goodluck and all the best :D TKY, i give you (RAINBOW) get well soon(: okay BSP is damn weird. lalala~ im taking supplements to u know sleep late so that i can u know revise more lalala~ stupid lah, aiya R&R is like wad lidat :/

why does chemistry exist?? whywhywhywhywhy? ohmydi. you are driving me to nutsss... okay plan: CHINESE LESSON: CHEMISTRY (ALKANE,ALKENE,ACOHOL,CARB.ACID) LA LESSON: LANGARTS(SUMMARY OF ARTICLES + REALTED HR ISSUES) AFTER SCHOOL BUY BOOK. 1530 - 1630: BSP(PRETEST PREP) 1630 - 1730: CHEMISTRY(IUPAC NOMENCLATURE + ESTERS) 1730 - 1830: BIOLOGY(EXCRETION + EYE) 1830-1930: PHYSICS(SOUND+PRESSURE) 1930-2030: MATH full song(: LOL QQ :D

someone told me you have found someone else. someone told me you have been moving up the social ladder very fast. someone told me you have already forgotten me. someone told me that i should too. yay(: okay, stop feeling so bitter. damn, can you just stop it? okay trying. damn, my tear duct feels weird. okay crapz, this suck. hc showed vxt and i something damn weird today. if u gently press down ur eye bag there right, u'll see this small hole. theres a similar hole on ur upper eyelid. damn scary ahahah. wonder what's the function... went out with mw after school today lololol, celebrate her happiness -.- okay, yay, hwachong bowling a div guys did quite well ^^ grats(: jy for tmr too yay(: met J on my way home. Aye, miss you loads dude): [PLEASE SEE THIS] do you know that our sense of smell is very important? do you know that you will unconsciously remember a smell? this smell is usually something that you smell when you're going through a happy phase in life or that it has...

不碰触 不跨越 为自己留一些安全界限 oops. i fell again. stupid magician.

我想我疯了。 读书读到想吐了。 睡觉睡到头晕了。 一开始是谁的错呢？那现在又是谁在嚷嚷？求菩萨保佑，求天神帮助。 我不懂的事情的严重性。我又无能为力。但是我能感受到你正承受的压力。 加油。 话总说不清楚 该怎么明了？ 属于我们的凌晨天空 星星不再闪耀 我还忘不了 淡淡柠檬草的味道 我还忘不了 那一年香香的回忆 你还记得吗 你保护着我 我依赖着你 你还记得吗 满地的小黄花 我们手牵着手一起走过

"Always forgive your enemies - nothing annoys them so much." -- Oscar Wilde

Today is such a wonderful day. I did not do any CRAPZWORK, neither did I have fun -.- My right hand hurts like mad and I have no idea why. It has been hurting since last week and I even had to use my left hand to write -.- It hurt so badly this morning that I couldn't go to school or proceed with activities that my friends and I have been planning since the beginning of the week. (so sorry guys). Oh and I wasted 16 dollars on huang cheng ticket that I just bought over from minshuen darling yesterday during cca. Argh crapz. I visited the doctor in the morning and she didn't know what is wrong with my hand. She wanted to refer me to some hand specialists from NUH & SGH but mom insited to 'wait-and-see'. Well okay, lets wait and see then. Oh the best part about this visit is that I was given painkillers. I love painkillers. It kills the pain. :) My wrist is hurting, so is my soul. Things are happening. Bad things. I don't know how to help. She says we have to be st...

There are so many things in life that I want to persue. Life is short. Its only 70+, 80+ years if I am lucky enough. I am already 16. Lets do some simple calculations. What's (16/70)100? 22.85714286% of my life is gone already. I am not hoping that I can live forever. I do not want to live in pain of losing people around me. Should I be blindly studying and neglecting what life has for me? If I do not study now, I will not have a life in the future. This is an assumption. Question 1: What is life? / What is "a life"? What people have a life? Do I have one? Question 2: What does life have for me now? Besides studying? If you are happy with how you are living now, meaning you have a life. (This is what you think). Does others have a say in this? NO. But they can impact you, make you do changes. Since you have done so incredibly well for PSLE, your life is already somewhat decided for you. (At least for the next 6 years). Here I am, in the 4th year. What have I been doing fo...