my COLOURFUL life

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I think living is meaningless. I believe we are all born to die. I think living is troublesome. You have to care about yourself and people around you. I think I should go and die. I find no meaning in life and I can't care about people around me. yah I am emo again. Don't ask me why. This is me. It's just a routine. But I must leave a very good impression when I die. 1. Say goodbye to my family. 2. Finish all projects I am undertaking. 3. Die in a non-AA way. Maybe pills? Or maybe suffocation? Or maybe another typical "freefalling". Or even a school - linked - death incident once again? Hmmm... I hate life. I hate having to see that fucking ugly face in the mirror. I hate to hear dad's voice. I hate to see mom's stiches. I hate to hear my sister scream. I hate to have to waste time talking on the phone. I hate having to wake up in the morning. I hate dragging that heavy bag everywhere I go. I hate doing homework. I hate going to school. I hate everything. ...