my COLOURFUL life

When you realised that what you recalled is not really factual... When you realised that you've forgotten the most routine thing you hate to do. When you realised that the someone that caused your heartbeat to accelerate no longer gives you the same feeling. You are in love. You are in love with yourself. You are in control, well, at least partially. This is the time when you attained one of the most challenging enlightenment. This is when you react consciously to the harmful things that are causing your unhappiness, and through that process, your body reacts to it by not just burying it deep in your memory but to eradicate it totally. This means that no matter how hard you try, you will never be able to remember. However, this does not totally apply to studies. As for studies, you have to memorise information, absorb and apply it to the different questions. When you forgot what you've read, it is probably because your brain capacity is limited. You don't forget what your n...

If you have a super power, what would you be? What would you want to do with it? What are you willing to give up in return? I want to have the power to turn back time. I want to go back to at least a year ago. I am willing to give up my health in return for hers. I have been unfilial. It's my fault that caused all these. It's like a flowchart. It seems so natural and obvious. But I failed to realise that. Now it's too late, but I hope it's not. Why is it that they only realise the bad stuff and leave out the good ones? We are like the worst combination ever. It's like a pile of stinky shit and a plate of chicken chop. There can never be any situation that these 2 exist together. You screwed our lives and I hope you'll screw yours too. Well, that's the past, I will let you off for now. I have better things to do than to curse you like how you cursed my family. Bet you're happily eating your peanuts and laughing at us. F**k you. I was good at giving excuse...