my COLOURFUL life

Everyone jiayou for everything! Mingwei! Get into A divs manz :D JingDe! Cheer up! Must be tolerant! :D CK! You won't go blind! Don't jump down building!!! D: YuLi! Tuition is fun, I love tuition, so time doesn't matter much! :D HC! Time organisation needs improvement! XD YQ! I know something's bothering you, but I have no idea what it is cos you bottle up ur feelings): Hey, let it out k, chill a while okay le! Tmr ur birthday leh! Cannot sad sad k :D YiJing! Hehehe, thanks for your encouragement for BIO SPA heh. It was a pleasant surprise when I read the question X) YeeHui! SORRY! You should have told me like long long long long time ago ._. if not we would be able to do the proj together): nvm, see how good SMTP people are in business! XD Jaslyn! Wah eh, you must jiayou for ur prod. K! I'm definitely going, but time and date not confirmed! ._. OUXIANG: JIAYOU FOR UR PROD TOO! (ps, come for mine then i go for yours xD) Amanda! Yoyoyo desk-mate! :D cheer up! Be posi...

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YAY! It's time for~~~ CRAPZWORK! CRAPZWORK! CRAPZWORK! CRAPZWORK! CRAPZWORK! CRAPZWORK! CRAPZWORK! CRAPZWORK! In this very special post, I shall post all the CRAPZWORK I have yet to complete: CRAPZWORK1.Biology Assignment 3.3 CRAPZWORK2. Physics Assignment 5.2 CRAPZWORK3. Math TLE2 Tier C CRAPZWORK4. Chemistry Test revision CRAPZWORK5. LA Essay CRAPZWORK FTW~ No lah, I am not slacking... Have you heard " 慢功出细货 ” (or however you write it) before? Umm, the main reason why I am still awake is because some AH on the 2nd storey keeps making those shifting furniture sounds. Irritating. 5 x $5 = $25 tata~ Thank you Daddy(: Oh, J came over to basketball court here. Get well soon yayaya? :D Watched Alice In Wonderland with Hui Ci ^^ Nice movie wahaha, just slightly disappointed blehz. Plus the popcorn is bitter): burnt caramel): Been going back to school these few days, study with Hui Ci ^^ Got to finish as much work as possible tomorrow... Volunteering for Kai Yun, Jessica, J's L...

I have had dreams of us. Replaying everything we have done. It's like watching myself acting in a movie I know so well that I have no more feelings. It's not numb-ness, something I can't understand. It's like so weird that it doesn't seem weird. I see how things actually evolve. It's a stupid flow chart. 1 leads to 2 leads to 3 leads to 4. If you look at it like a graph, knowing you is stage 1, clear accending line, fallouts will be small flatuations, you see the slope readily going downwards. In a few more units(time), the slope goes up gradually. But hey, it's stopped there for me. Wow. Fantastic, no improvement? "deprovement?" Bringing this up not to remind myself or make any advancement about this issue. It's gonna stuck there. Not the peak, but it's well above the minimum. I've done so because I am sure where I am going, not blindly emoing because he is not anywhere contactable. I know myself so well, I am getting better at this. B...

Heyyyyooooooooooooooo everybody!!! I'm feeling so high now after the camp :D A big round of applause for: Mr Lim Chow Hoon Ms Rachel Khoo Ms Chen Lin Lin Wanzhen Lao Shi Ms Jasmine Tan Ms Patricia Goh (and many more) Thank you all for organizing such a meaningful and fun camp for everyone, taking care of us and keeping your promises! (: Borrowed dad's phone for the camp and took a lot of photos! Wonderful memories :D Super happy that 408 got the most enthu class award from the games on day2 ;D paiseh, forgot what we got for the madhatters x.x

er, i am supposed to be doing bio assignment now... i think blogging is more important... noting down things before i forget... eh, yesterday went hci to attend this workshop conducted by yang lao shi - chen lili lao shi's hubby! they are equally humourous i realised! yep, i wasn't really listening because i was too thirsty -.- arh, anyway, i made full use of the time drawing a cat, a dog, a goldfish, a rabbit, a pig and a stupid overweight pooh bear -.-! after the workshop we made our way to the boarding school. umm, i lost my name tag): probably left it in the classroom... zzz. at the gate we met jiarern(: and xiao xiao! xiaoxiao with her bf, equally cheena, hahaa, so cute together!!((: at the canteen, saw yj. didn't say hello because it will be too awkward... oh saw nickchuan. heh, he cut botak ._. zzZzz. umm, wonder why... we had dinner with jiarern!! yay, so happy! hhaa, we were improvising scenarios while we eat, so fun! then yutong was really enthu, i was erm daydrea...

why am i gawking, oogling at him?! i must be insane haha, nvm lah, he bothered looking at my direction, that's enough(: i still don't understand why you don't want me to contact you, afraid that i will keep harrassing you? eeer): oh and why you tell me that you failed math when u got a? zzz, i dun understand! on the bus i was listening to music memory of ours. hmmm, what coincidence. those memories are beautiful， just like how you still are(: don't be ego ah, not meant to boost ur self-esteem hahaha... physical distance was less than 1meter, i could see you. that's enough. please keep it this way. i don't know how to handle my feelings if you speak. i think i will just have a cardiac arrest and die on the spot. then you will be labelled as a talk-and-run. hahaha, anything lah. aiya, i keep saying that you can understand me best is like no use lor. understand is only understand the last time the weiting. now the weiting you can't even imagine =X okay, what i ...

Dear John. I can't possibly wait... After so long... I am sorry... See you soon. Brought me back to the times when I made the ultimate decision. Motivation to do well in everything I do. I can do well without you(: Helped out at Prima Deli yesterday and today, super fun(: Earn $4 every hour! Was making waffles most of the time... After 100x failures, I managed to succeed and emerged VICTOR :D lalala~ NO lah, just become a bit more professional (: Woohooo~ made a huge mess... But nice lah ahahaha :D personally I think that plain one is the best, followed by blueberry, peanut butter, cheese, lastly chocolate. I have no idea what's wrong with the chocolate, it taste super weird! But most of the time people order chocolate -.- Not nice!!!!! EEEEEEEEEEEEeer. ~~~ I had a weird dream 2 nights ago... I was on a holiday with my family. We were having breakfast at a coffee shop.An Indian uncle served us beehoon. Everyone else's beehoon has bright red tomato sauce, but mine is plain. ...

Happy Valentine's day to all who has a date today! :D For all single and unhappy people, cheer up, there will always be someone who loves you(: Watched Valentine's Day with JD today at Westmall. The movie was hilarious but when you are feeling unhappy, no comedy can cheer you up, and sometimes it makes things worse. Jiayou kay JD, everything's gonna be okay kay?(: Received your sms and Nope, I am not sleeping early tonight. I need the night to think about some things. Went to the playground where he last looked at me in the eyes and lied. The last time he bought me cookies. Who is it to blame when a relationship falls apart? I have no idea. But it's over anyway. Looking at the bright side of life, at least he is having a time of his life right now. I think he knows that the anonymous person was me. Really, after the cold treatment, I totally gave up all hopes that we could at least be friends. Sorry, I have loved you all along. I can't deny the fact that I was a hor...

Your view on yourself: You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties. The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true. Your readiness to commit to a relationship: You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person. The seriousness of your love: Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates. Your views on education Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can. The right job for you: You're a practical person and will choose a s...

You are so nice. I want to know you better. But you seem so far away. Why are you so mysterious? Hmmm... Or am I keeping my distance away? Don't want to be stabbed repeatedly at my heart, with the same knife. The knife every friend holds. No one is self-less. Admit it, we are all selfish. Saving the best only for ourselves. Chose to not see their pain, as you see them bleed, from the wound that you have inflicted. Let us treat this as a lesson. Forgive them for everything they have done that hurt us. Forget, what ever happened, Forget them. Move on, continue to be who you were, before the pain. Remember, Never trust anyone again.

What A Meaningful Day! Took a nap from 0330 to 0620 and went to school. We were supposed to meet MsWong for IH consultation! But MsWong was sick so we waited 30min for nothing ): Get well soon MsWong!(: During LA lecture today, we watched Flags of Our Fathers. Super gory... That's the point of the whole movie right??? Anyway, it's interesting how the scriptwriter + director puts the movie together, weaving different themes together... Cruelty of war (haiz). Reality, self-check of our human nature. I believe we are all born to kill. Really. I'm surprised that I actually managed to finish writing composition in 40min! Didn't have time to edit and read through... I want to pass manz... I was super free during lunch... I have no idea why... Very hyper and happy also ahhahaha. Math lesson was zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. Didn't do much today, I took a short 20min nap while MsKang went through something optional... I didn't mean to zzz...

Thought I saw. No, that is not. how much I fought with myself. How difficult, How desperate. Move on.

SUPER NICE

Do you usually notice the lyrics of the song you are listening to? I do, and most of the time, I would imagine that I am the narrator in the song, happy or sad. If I really like the song, I would be listening to it the whole day, as long as possible, to get the melody, lyrics, situation. Feel the song, learn it, appreciate it. I know this sounds really alien, but its true. Take a look at my music player, highest play count 2250 （珊瑚海）. Hahah. Do you remember the songs you used to love in primary school? Lower secondary? When you listen to them again would you feel the same way as you feel last time? Would memories (sweet/bitter) fill your mind? Could you still remember what happened? I bet it's really vivid. Music does not only make people come together, it also brings us back to the past, like a time travel machine, except that you can't change anything. I call this memory music . What is your memory music? I have plenty. Really ALOT because I listen to songs really often last ...

I must get JJ's new album tomorrow. :D Had Victor class outing today ^^ Went to watch Avatar. Super nice cos it's in 3D :D wahahha, wear the geek specks XD I must admit, I love happy endings. :D

Who can understand my agony? Life's a joke. How did I survive for so long? I can give up everything. I can do anything. I want to see you. Even if its only for a second.

How am I going to finish the homework... OMG. I have been slacking like forever since EOYs ended... The good thing is that I still have 15 more days to get it done :X Have I always been like that? Anyway, here to write about what happened in the last week... 15/12... G's birthday ^^ We went for dinner at Ah Yet's (duno wad) hahaha, We had a set each. I remember the previous time I went Ah Yet was at Genting... But it wasn't a really pleasant experience... Anyway, the food that day was AWESOME :D I love the fried scallop! hehehe. I think the price is $55/set or something? High class food (what do you expect?) Haha, anyway, it was a pleasant meal. Aunt asked me about my grades and I told her it was far better than the previous years(bullcrap). And she demanded me to tell everyone what MSG I got... WTS sian. She wanted to show off G's good grades lol. H3 Physics big deal arh, I also can ._. Anyway, that is seriously not the main piont... I didn't tell them my marks bec...

I love Lady Gaga Have you heard the song "Speechless"? It's AWESOME. Really. I am never wrong/ I am always right. So go hop on www.youtube.com and type in, "Lady Gaga Speechless". I bet you'll be speechless HAHAHAHA. ZZuuppeerr nice~ Gonna get her CD "The Fame Monster" soon, before my birthday/on my birthday as birthday present for myself ^^ In case you haven't realised, I have monved house! YAY *clapclapclap* My room is kinda small compared to LPB, but anyways, it's AWESOME. I am so gonna take some pics of my room and post it :D (when I get a camera/computer with bluetooth that is working -.- which is I don't know when)... Hahaha, I have this sofa-cum-bed thing from Ikea I think. Its red in color. 太好了！But my dad gave me green bedsheets because he wouldn't let me paint my room green... So it's like compensation?(seriously it looks like... grass -.-) YAY＊ｃｌａｐｃｌａｐｃｌａｐ＊ Besides, I have this wall cabinet(cabinet in the wall) with a...

Went back LPB just now. Uncle's back. I didn't go up say hi, don't want to complicate matters. What kind of complications? We wonder. Life has finally taken a turn. (I hope it's for the better) One family, under the roof of the surname is separated. In fact I wonder if they were even family. 2 people. 2 families. One house. They are right to say money is the key to happiness. And that true love does not exist. I feel sympathetic towards them. But there is nothing I can do. The pole is no longer there to give support. It's all breaking into many pieces. I am just a fragment of it - a significant yet unimportant fragment. I am involved. I was always involved. No more shelter, no more love, no more warmth. I do not regret doing anything. I am just a spark, to light up the hay sack. To burn the whole warehouse down. Into what it is now. Pathetic dilapidated concrete walls. Pathetic.