my COLOURFUL life

Happy Valentine's day to all who has a date today! :D For all single and unhappy people, cheer up, there will always be someone who loves you(: Watched Valentine's Day with JD today at Westmall. The movie was hilarious but when you are feeling unhappy, no comedy can cheer you up, and sometimes it makes things worse. Jiayou kay JD, everything's gonna be okay kay?(: Received your sms and Nope, I am not sleeping early tonight. I need the night to think about some things. Went to the playground where he last looked at me in the eyes and lied. The last time he bought me cookies. Who is it to blame when a relationship falls apart? I have no idea. But it's over anyway. Looking at the bright side of life, at least he is having a time of his life right now. I think he knows that the anonymous person was me. Really, after the cold treatment, I totally gave up all hopes that we could at least be friends. Sorry, I have loved you all along. I can't deny the fact that I was a hor...

Your view on yourself: You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties. The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true. Your readiness to commit to a relationship: You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person. The seriousness of your love: Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates. Your views on education Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can. The right job for you: You're a practical person and will choose a s...

You are so nice. I want to know you better. But you seem so far away. Why are you so mysterious? Hmmm... Or am I keeping my distance away? Don't want to be stabbed repeatedly at my heart, with the same knife. The knife every friend holds. No one is self-less. Admit it, we are all selfish. Saving the best only for ourselves. Chose to not see their pain, as you see them bleed, from the wound that you have inflicted. Let us treat this as a lesson. Forgive them for everything they have done that hurt us. Forget, what ever happened, Forget them. Move on, continue to be who you were, before the pain. Remember, Never trust anyone again.

What A Meaningful Day! Took a nap from 0330 to 0620 and went to school. We were supposed to meet MsWong for IH consultation! But MsWong was sick so we waited 30min for nothing ): Get well soon MsWong!(: During LA lecture today, we watched Flags of Our Fathers. Super gory... That's the point of the whole movie right??? Anyway, it's interesting how the scriptwriter + director puts the movie together, weaving different themes together... Cruelty of war (haiz). Reality, self-check of our human nature. I believe we are all born to kill. Really. I'm surprised that I actually managed to finish writing composition in 40min! Didn't have time to edit and read through... I want to pass manz... I was super free during lunch... I have no idea why... Very hyper and happy also ahhahaha. Math lesson was zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. Didn't do much today, I took a short 20min nap while MsKang went through something optional... I didn't mean to zzz...

Thought I saw. No, that is not. how much I fought with myself. How difficult, How desperate. Move on.

SUPER NICE

Do you usually notice the lyrics of the song you are listening to? I do, and most of the time, I would imagine that I am the narrator in the song, happy or sad. If I really like the song, I would be listening to it the whole day, as long as possible, to get the melody, lyrics, situation. Feel the song, learn it, appreciate it. I know this sounds really alien, but its true. Take a look at my music player, highest play count 2250 （珊瑚海）. Hahah. Do you remember the songs you used to love in primary school? Lower secondary? When you listen to them again would you feel the same way as you feel last time? Would memories (sweet/bitter) fill your mind? Could you still remember what happened? I bet it's really vivid. Music does not only make people come together, it also brings us back to the past, like a time travel machine, except that you can't change anything. I call this memory music . What is your memory music? I have plenty. Really ALOT because I listen to songs really often last ...

I must get JJ's new album tomorrow. :D Had Victor class outing today ^^ Went to watch Avatar. Super nice cos it's in 3D :D wahahha, wear the geek specks XD I must admit, I love happy endings. :D

Who can understand my agony? Life's a joke. How did I survive for so long? I can give up everything. I can do anything. I want to see you. Even if its only for a second.

How am I going to finish the homework... OMG. I have been slacking like forever since EOYs ended... The good thing is that I still have 15 more days to get it done :X Have I always been like that? Anyway, here to write about what happened in the last week... 15/12... G's birthday ^^ We went for dinner at Ah Yet's (duno wad) hahaha, We had a set each. I remember the previous time I went Ah Yet was at Genting... But it wasn't a really pleasant experience... Anyway, the food that day was AWESOME :D I love the fried scallop! hehehe. I think the price is $55/set or something? High class food (what do you expect?) Haha, anyway, it was a pleasant meal. Aunt asked me about my grades and I told her it was far better than the previous years(bullcrap). And she demanded me to tell everyone what MSG I got... WTS sian. She wanted to show off G's good grades lol. H3 Physics big deal arh, I also can ._. Anyway, that is seriously not the main piont... I didn't tell them my marks bec...

I love Lady Gaga Have you heard the song "Speechless"? It's AWESOME. Really. I am never wrong/ I am always right. So go hop on www.youtube.com and type in, "Lady Gaga Speechless". I bet you'll be speechless HAHAHAHA. ZZuuppeerr nice~ Gonna get her CD "The Fame Monster" soon, before my birthday/on my birthday as birthday present for myself ^^ In case you haven't realised, I have monved house! YAY *clapclapclap* My room is kinda small compared to LPB, but anyways, it's AWESOME. I am so gonna take some pics of my room and post it :D (when I get a camera/computer with bluetooth that is working -.- which is I don't know when)... Hahaha, I have this sofa-cum-bed thing from Ikea I think. Its red in color. 太好了！But my dad gave me green bedsheets because he wouldn't let me paint my room green... So it's like compensation?(seriously it looks like... grass -.-) YAY＊ｃｌａｐｃｌａｐｃｌａｐ＊ Besides, I have this wall cabinet(cabinet in the wall) with a...

Went back LPB just now. Uncle's back. I didn't go up say hi, don't want to complicate matters. What kind of complications? We wonder. Life has finally taken a turn. (I hope it's for the better) One family, under the roof of the surname is separated. In fact I wonder if they were even family. 2 people. 2 families. One house. They are right to say money is the key to happiness. And that true love does not exist. I feel sympathetic towards them. But there is nothing I can do. The pole is no longer there to give support. It's all breaking into many pieces. I am just a fragment of it - a significant yet unimportant fragment. I am involved. I was always involved. No more shelter, no more love, no more warmth. I do not regret doing anything. I am just a spark, to light up the hay sack. To burn the whole warehouse down. Into what it is now. Pathetic dilapidated concrete walls. Pathetic.

I must make myself clear. I did not do this earlier because I was figuring out how to say this. I know people do come to my blog so I must do this really me. It's a really good prog, I must admit. The reason why I didn't enjoy was because of myself. My attitude sucks and I am really sorry. It's not that I did not enjoy myself, its just that somethings are bothering me. I am not blaming you or wadever. It's not any of our fault. I was worried about my results. Do I have to retake any tests? Did I pass my exams? Will I be retaining? I was worried about all the holiday homework. 6 essays for R&R. Math self-study. Chemistry holiday homework. SIAs. These things may not be as important to you as to me. But it's damn important to me. So what about my shit results? What can you do about it other than "s..t ta.k" behind my back? Are you even qualified as F.? Biased freak. You turned my 6 weeks upside down. lolfy. Look at the comments. Do you think I would show ...

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阿妹A MEI/阿密特 A MIT - 掉了 完整 MV Wonder why the song is called 掉了 ? It sounds really weird. Anyway, the song and lyrics' written by 亲爱的青峰－苏打绿!! 第一次听到这首歌的时候觉得曲风很像小情歌，starting with piano "deng deng deng deng" hahahaha. I shall get the CD after EOYs and conquer the song :D Have been mugging BIO and h_ _ _ _ _g CS. 我是怎么做到的呢？ 这是不能说的秘密． “ｄｅｎｇ　ｄｅｎｇ　ｄｅｎｇ　ｄｅｎｇ　ｄｅｎｇ　ｄｅｎｇ　ｄｅｎｇ　ｄｅｎｇ＂ Oh ya, it's time to change blogskin. Look at the pictures ._.

This piano piece is so nice... I am unclenching my fists. I am letting it go. I am setting it free.

aiyo. why is ur scent everywhere. even in my dreams. why is ur face everywhere. at the most unexpected places. why is ur voice not there. not anywhere. feel damn despo. bleh, maybe i'll go stick to my mp4. oh, lovely jay chou O utrageous Y earEndExam H ysteria X . HAHAHAHA. No idea what why I made this up. No idea what it really means. But I'm sure it has at least one. ooh, its time to mug -.-

BLEACH. I was very bored with studying so I decided to go to the washroom to wash my face. To my horror, when I turned on the switch, 2 roaches greeted me. * One Adult and One Nymph. Just when I was about to crush it with the slippers I was wearing, they crawled into the drain. I have been sleeping kinda late everyday and I witness an increase in the number of cockroaches in the washroom. It is seriously freaking my out and destroying my mood. I thought maybe it's time I should do something to exterminate its species in my washroom. I was experimenting on bleach earlier in the evening. It worked miracles. Gosh I didn't know it can remove fungus on bricks... With the new knowledge and adknowledging the extra-ordinary cleaning power of bleach, I decided to do something really stupid. I poured 2 cups of bleach into the drain. I swear if the bleach doesn't kill the pests, I don't know what else can. I must have lost my mind. Then I remembered bleach + ammonia can cause disa...

This is Taylor Lautner . Love him? Of course you do, who doesn't? :)

great. I guess this post's gonna cover the hands. Anyway, I had a wonderful and fruitful day today. Went to school at around 1300 to meet Jing Yi to do the valve thingy. She was having her lunch so I went to play some basketball first. Guess what? I shot in from the 3 pointer three times, unexpected. Then it started to rain. Spent the next 2 - 3 hours at coronation fixing the valve. It looked okay until I brought it to my tuition centre, I realised that the cups flattened again. Well, I feel optimistic, guess it was the scotch that came off... Went for tuition at 4, got some stupid graph questions worked out and walked for 30min, then took 67 home. I love 67. It's rarely crowded... I won't be able to take it when I come back from Bei Jing I guess. Thinking about leaving the place I once called home is really kinda sad. I grew up here. I made my first best friend here. I had all my first times here. I last saw my loved one here. All the memories are not going to fade away fr...