blind, deaf and bleeding

I realise that I am gradually going bind, deaf and nose bleeding.

Don't know what's going on. I have sleepless nights and sore eyes in the morning.

My eyes are giving up. Colors are fading. I can't see clearly. I can't see you.

I can't hear what they say. I choose not to hear. So I can't hear. I can't hear you.

Bloody nose.

I know what is going on, but I am confused. I can't feel you.

I will get through this.

Miraculously Standing Strong.

Believe me.

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