got back langarts results. 15/30. guess i haf to do my best. for eoy. if not, i'll haf to say gdbye to nygh... i really really duno wads wrong with me. everyday i slack, everytime i fail. so sick of all these... i failed my humans... i am trying to improve. i AM TRYING. and i WILL succeed. i dont care. i MUST. but langarts... im always weak in eng. very weak. i wanna improve. i wanna stay in nygh. i wanna do better. i dont wanna let you down. i dun dare to tell you. i do not dare. i am sorry. really sorry...
i WILL.
i fell during pe. tripped over ying hui's feet... heng she steadyh ar. if not.. i duno wad will happen lols... i fell on my right knee but its just "brushed against the floor" -.- and i use my left hand to support lols... now trembling as i type this post... really... im so tired. i duno... i din cry luhhs-.- lol! not pain lar...
sian. when i gt back my langarts results, den d cas gt 2nd highest and i failed... she was so happy when she gt her paper back.she was shouting like duno wad mad cow... stupid. i yelled at her to shut up lols... den she did lar... den lunch time i go out frm back door to go for retest, ting xie, pass her desk, she pulled my jacket and ask me why i so 'rude' den i yelled again,"let go lar!people fail so damn sad already!" den pull my jacket away den go meet hu lao shi for the retest lar...bleh~ i shouldnt haf done that. sorry Dorcas. Really sorry. Please forgive me.
during cme,last period,hu lao shi told me to read.i was trembling.not coz my reading sux.im not focusing.他们become他。女士 become 女生. den alot nv concentrate,read all wrong.but hu lao shi clapped.i like this cher sia!
then cca nothing much...as usual... prac the script, i tk 2 roles again, coz wuyan din come... then everyone else came so just act lor... Liv's and my tai wei always %^&*(*^%$%^& thanks to lilan, if not i duno how already...
today's ZiHeng's birthday. this sat's Amanda's birthday. happy birthday!
tmr haf to wear nine tee to school... hmm... can wear the whole day!! yay!
o.o before i forget, school intro 2 new jacket/sweater/official coat?? yea... very lame design... && changed our pe shirt's design. no need to tug in also((;
well, this is my 1st time crying in school. i really hope, i wont ever again...
i WILL.
i fell during pe. tripped over ying hui's feet... heng she steadyh ar. if not.. i duno wad will happen lols... i fell on my right knee but its just "brushed against the floor" -.- and i use my left hand to support lols... now trembling as i type this post... really... im so tired. i duno... i din cry luhhs-.- lol! not pain lar...
sian. when i gt back my langarts results, den d cas gt 2nd highest and i failed... she was so happy when she gt her paper back.she was shouting like duno wad mad cow... stupid. i yelled at her to shut up lols... den she did lar... den lunch time i go out frm back door to go for retest, ting xie, pass her desk, she pulled my jacket and ask me why i so 'rude' den i yelled again,"let go lar!people fail so damn sad already!" den pull my jacket away den go meet hu lao shi for the retest lar...bleh~ i shouldnt haf done that. sorry Dorcas. Really sorry. Please forgive me.
during cme,last period,hu lao shi told me to read.i was trembling.not coz my reading sux.im not focusing.他们become他。女士 become 女生. den alot nv concentrate,read all wrong.but hu lao shi clapped.i like this cher sia!
then cca nothing much...as usual... prac the script, i tk 2 roles again, coz wuyan din come... then everyone else came so just act lor... Liv's and my tai wei always %^&*(*^%$%^& thanks to lilan, if not i duno how already...
today's ZiHeng's birthday. this sat's Amanda's birthday. happy birthday!
tmr haf to wear nine tee to school... hmm... can wear the whole day!! yay!
o.o before i forget, school intro 2 new jacket/sweater/official coat?? yea... very lame design... && changed our pe shirt's design. no need to tug in also((;
well, this is my 1st time crying in school. i really hope, i wont ever again...
